Bit of a depressing title tbf but it needs to be said that I fucking hate you atm...
You've brought me down so much in the past and its killing me that I've had to resort to writing down my feelings instead of speaking to you but you've made me so angry that I cant even look at you.
And that doesn't happen often
Its fair to say that's terribly cowardly of me but what would i say?
You constantly put me down and are so ambivalent that its like a roller coaster deciding it wants to go down instead of up. You constantly put the people who are close to me down and those who cannot speak up because they're scared of what you would do to the person who told them about you!
It's not fair plain and simple and if you're reading this think long and hard about what you're doing and who you're affecting because of your selfishness and greed for attention off people who don't deserve this crap.
In summary: piss off or have an attitude adjustment because I really do love you as a friend but do you really care about what I think really? I mean you don't listen to a word I say but just do the things you do to get a giggle :'(
/rant over
Thursday, 29 September 2011
Tuesday, 27 September 2011
Something I'd like to mention...
There's been a lot of discussion lately in the media and here on social networking sites: this has been an growing problem that started with that one snide remark about someone who didn't deserve this pain and abuse.
Basically it's about Jamey Rodemeyer who committed suicide for being bullied because of his sexuality. He was a Gaga fan and he loved her and her music so much and because of the childishness and inappropriate comments from stupid bullies he couldnt go on. This is wrong, so wrong in fact that it should be illegalised: seriously what would you do if you woke up one morning and found out that the person that you bullied because they were bisexual, gay or lesbian had committed suicide: wouldnt feel good would it?
And you know the really sad thing is...he was 14 years old!
Jamey didnt have the life that he wanted: just because he was that little bit different and because he accepted who he was and didnt hide it in shame.
Its wrong.
Society has gone to pot since I found out this had happened and to me bullying is the worse form of abuse: it takes your feelings about yourself and other things and turns them from positive to negative and you feel so abnormal and different that you want to hide away.
Seriously people, we're all human beings, we all have our individual differences and views and opinions and those who disagree with what has been said about illegalised bullying need to think long and hard about what they believe in. And those who dismiss it and say 'its life get over it' yes it is life but its the life of a 14 year old who didnt ask for this!
RIP Jamey Rodemeyer and as I said to my friend the other day, just because people are gay, straight, black, white e.t.c doesnt mean that we have to pick fights. We all get hurt either way. So this is my rant over and you might think 'omg she has no idea what she's saying' it doesnt matter either way because I know gay people they're amazing and they're the best friends anyone could have tbf <3 so this is for them!
Spread the love people and stop the pointless bullying..is it really necessary?
Monday, 19 September 2011
Things you should know about me..
A person can be distinguished by what they like and what they dislike. But a real person can be known by the decisions that they make and what choices they take to become a better person. To change the way a person becomes cannot be done by anyone: it takes only you to change your views and opinions on someone, or something. Mostly someone, seeing as a society we conform to other people's beliefs to make them view us in a positive light but when it comes to me I try to convey my beliefs in ordinary conversation.
Sometimes it fails but most of the time I have a strong view on things.
Like recently I've been forced to relive what I truly believe in to help a friend. I believe that being a good friend does not necessarily mean that you agree with what they are saying when you don't truly believe it but to show them what you believe in and to help them make a decision. Not to have one side of the story and make that decision one sided but to have both sides of the blade before making a sensible decision.
But to all those out there in a pickle, I say this to everyone I meet whatever ethnicity or sexual preference or personality type, I say that if you have at least one friend who is behind you through thick and thin and that friend truly understands you, you will never go wrong, you will never be alone, no matter what idiots or freaks come along as long as you have one person who believes that you're a good person then you'll get through it. You will make the right decisions, not for anyone else, but for yourself.
If you have a friend like that, then NO ONE EVER, will get between you. And to all those (anons on formspring) who tried to get me down..it worked for a bit but then it just got boring. A good friend to you, who helps you through shit, is a friend for life.
This has been said to me by the best person (in my eyes) in the world: my nan <3 and that is why I will never go wrong from now on.
And if you're thinking 'omg she's gone mad this is planet earth you know?' but if you had the friends that I have you'd understand that I will never ever give up on them and they will never give up on me.
This is to all of my best friends out there: the old and the new I LOVE YOU ALL <3
Cia bloggers :)
Sometimes it fails but most of the time I have a strong view on things.
Like recently I've been forced to relive what I truly believe in to help a friend. I believe that being a good friend does not necessarily mean that you agree with what they are saying when you don't truly believe it but to show them what you believe in and to help them make a decision. Not to have one side of the story and make that decision one sided but to have both sides of the blade before making a sensible decision.
But to all those out there in a pickle, I say this to everyone I meet whatever ethnicity or sexual preference or personality type, I say that if you have at least one friend who is behind you through thick and thin and that friend truly understands you, you will never go wrong, you will never be alone, no matter what idiots or freaks come along as long as you have one person who believes that you're a good person then you'll get through it. You will make the right decisions, not for anyone else, but for yourself.
If you have a friend like that, then NO ONE EVER, will get between you. And to all those (anons on formspring) who tried to get me down..it worked for a bit but then it just got boring. A good friend to you, who helps you through shit, is a friend for life.
This has been said to me by the best person (in my eyes) in the world: my nan <3 and that is why I will never go wrong from now on.
And if you're thinking 'omg she's gone mad this is planet earth you know?' but if you had the friends that I have you'd understand that I will never ever give up on them and they will never give up on me.
This is to all of my best friends out there: the old and the new I LOVE YOU ALL <3
Cia bloggers :)
Sunday, 18 September 2011
Beginning of a Britton
Good Day Bloggers
The names Britton...Alex Britton
Don't worry I'm not a bond fan..tbf Daniel Craig is a bit of a tosser and doesn't compare to Mr Connery :3
Alright enough of the mumbo jumbo I've decided to have the courtesy of doing a blog to show all my followers/fb friends/ normal real life friends who I really am...you can even put a little question to ask but please don't do a formspring and say 'omg you fancy your best friend' or 'omg im gonna beat you up for doing nothing' if you do I'll perform like a boxer...and beat you out my blog :) k?
Alrighty I hope to be doing blogs of some relevance but I need about two or three days to think of something to complain about xD although politics is a good one tbf..
chaw bbys :3
The names Britton...Alex Britton
Don't worry I'm not a bond fan..tbf Daniel Craig is a bit of a tosser and doesn't compare to Mr Connery :3
Alright enough of the mumbo jumbo I've decided to have the courtesy of doing a blog to show all my followers/fb friends/ normal real life friends who I really am...you can even put a little question to ask but please don't do a formspring and say 'omg you fancy your best friend' or 'omg im gonna beat you up for doing nothing' if you do I'll perform like a boxer...and beat you out my blog :) k?
Alrighty I hope to be doing blogs of some relevance but I need about two or three days to think of something to complain about xD although politics is a good one tbf..
chaw bbys :3
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